Well I got "most" of the kitchen cleaned up, dinner in the crockpot cooking (smelling yummy as ever), and two loads of laundry done. now, its time for me to relax and enjoy the rest of the day for myself. This weekend, I want to rent a rug doctor and clean our carpets in the living room and do our area rug. Its only $20 / day from what angel told me! not to shabby! i was thinking of having my neighbor over today but I figured I have enough drama to satisfy me from my own life that I don't need to talk about hers for a few hours on end. lol. Im so mean but today I just feel bitchy... probably due to af! (once again, thanks so much af for the moodiness you bring! lol) 

I am so freakin tired. . . today is just one of those days where I want to curl up in bed with a blanket and some munchies and be left alone. lol. I have to clean up  the kitchen today but don't want to. it seems that as soon as I do, its dirty worse than before within a few hours. Plus, the dang otter pop wrappers and other popsicle evidence is ALWAYS left NEXT to the trash or at the computer desk or coffee table for me to  pick up. Its funny because the other day, we get home from being out and jake immediately takes his shoes off and goes and puts them under the hall table where they belong. I joked around that he is better than daddy at doing that! ! ! LOL. 

I am really ready to just go out and relax or do SOMETHING by myself Friday. (Cory has off on Friday) Maybe ill grab a drink at Chilis with my neighbor or go to Tap Daddy's to have a little fun. Its wierd, I always felt like staying at home but now I can't get enough of going out after the kids go to bed! lol. I mean, whats the harm in a little drinking, laughing, and relaxing with a few friends? I don't do anything bad...the stupdiest thing I did was have a monster energy drink with vodka and stay up till 5 am because I was WIDE awake! haha. i don't know..... I actually enjoy thinking about myself and doing things for myself now...I NEVER used to. 

I really want to go back to Magic Mountain but my neighbor is taking her daughter to see Raven (from Thats so Raven) there this Sunday and i don't feel like going that day with her. maybe next weekend I will..... I am going through withdrawls!  Of course Jake is awake and talking in his room even though it is nap time. . . come on jake, this is the only time I can clean and not have you be behind me acting like the human tornado!