I feel so lonely without Jake following me around saying, "mommy, look". lol but it is nice to get a lot of cleaning done and being able to throw out a shoebox that Jake took as his own and would pull OUT of the trash EVERYTIME I would throw it out. LOL. He is such a booger. I got the bathroom cleaned, Jakes room is almost done and then I'm off to clean the living room. i decided to take a break because I was feeling crampy and my back was hurting from bending down so much.

Disneyland was soooooooo much fun on Sunday. I haven't had that much fun in a LONG time. (Oh Stacey, I wasn't sure if Felix told you what cory was thinking about the day of his deposition but.......you know how felix wants to do the whole silverwood lake thing? Well, Cory was thinking if it was ok with you guys, we would do that one day when felix has off, then the next day, we woudl head down to Disneyland again since we can do Seaworld any Friday/Saturday he works nights. If anything the kids and cory and I are def. going to do disneyland one of those days since who knows when cory and i will be able to go again during the week. haha) We want to sell the California Adventure tickets because the kids don't have too much to do there that would take up the whole day for us.

i am also 6 weeks today, it feels more like I should be 8 or 9. LOL. A week from today I have another appointment for my u/s and exam. (The thing i LOVE about him having an ultrasound machine in practically every room. :P ) I got my pap results and the other blood work but the one I am really curious about now, the HCG Betta levels, they refuse to give to me over the phone. They said that they "haven't got them in yet" and that he won't give it to me over the phone, i have to wait until my next appointment!! SOMETHING is fishy there!! lol

So I got into the office, it is JAM packed with a whole bunch of people, one lady with 5 kids and plenty more that had to stand outside. The ladies up front were kind of bitchy but when I FINALLY got called back, the lady doing my BP and such was so sweet. As soon as Dr. Kim walked into the room, he recogonized me and gave me a huge hug. I got my normal first appointment stuff done in 2 minutes and then he did the ultrasound. He says I am measuring 5 weeks (exactly what I would be at according to my LMP) but when he was rooting around in there, he said he saw something there shouldn't be in my uterus. He says he has no idea what it is or what it could be but he said it was quite large (not sure if he meant the sac, uterus, or 'abnormality') He wants to see me back in 2 weeks for another appointment and that way he can do another ultrasound to see what it is.

Last night my back was killing me all night. I had such a bad lower back ache that I couldn't get comfortable except for laying on my back (which i never do) and then my stomach would start to get uncomfortable. (Think I ate too much) LOL. I was up all night long. (Not to mention the neighbor's son is putting up a new fence for her and was hammering it AT 11:00 PM last night!! I was about to lose my mind, I was soooo tired and just wanted to go to sleep) I finally dragged myself out of bed at 10 this morning but my back is still aching so I think I might to lay on the couch for a few before I start cleaning. I am hoping to hit up disneyland this weekend with cory, that would be a great Mother's day present! :) I can't wait to see the look on their faces when they see the characters and fireworks and rides. We put on the movie "Bolt" for them and the disney display with the castle and fireworks came up and both Mecah and Jake were ooing and awwing over it, it was tooo cute! Wait till they see the REAL thing!